Life has been full of many things lately. I'm slightly worried about the future, when really all I want to be doing is living in the present. But I am graduating in a little over a month and still have no idea what I'm going to be doing, so I force myself to think about it from time to time. Can't I just go to school forever? I could live with that. I feel like everything is rushed right now, like I need to decide my whole life right this moment. And like I need to finish this blog in the next five minutes because I have to eat and make myself look somewhat presentable before I leave for class. I wish I could tell time not to rush me, that I'll do things when I feel like it. But if I do things in my own time I'll get lost so I am forced to be at class at 12:00 PM central time and graduate on May 9th, 2009. And alas, I am out of time. Maybe I'll start blogging more. I kind of miss it.